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Torn from the inside out is a non fiction account of a woman who spends thirteen years in an abusive marriage Synthesizing an entire book down to that one sentence robs it of the true horror that this book represents.The book follows Sara from her life as a child to her life as a battered wife What I expected and found in this book is the horrible, repetitive, numbing nature of domestic abuse In doing only that, Sara has done a service with her book For those of you not familiar with domestic abuse, you ll find that Sara expertly guides the reader through the unfortunately well worn path and progression of this pathology Starting with the initial disbelief and ending with a numbness and acceptance of repeated, awful terrors, Sara weaves a tapestry of pure evil and hopelessness Sara has a fine evocative touch with her pen The story begins with a rendering of an almost idyllic life in the rural south during the nineteen sixties Poetic and flowery without being cloying, Sara s style is highly evocative Almost immediately the reader finds themselves immersed in the culture and the period of Sara s youth Slowly, throughout the book, the tone changes to fit the events and people that become a reality in the life of a battered woman, fighting for the survival of her and her children Sara s narrative expertly fits the events in her book.Sara has done her job, leading the reader as she was led, into the psychopathy and lies of abuse The question becomes, for the reader Why read a book that is disturbing and terrifying and, worst of all, true to life While the book is a good read , it also has elements that are shocking and raw The answer to this question lies in Sara s assertion that we are entrusted with the well being of others, especially the children who are put into our care Consider first that thousands of women are killed each year due to domestic violence Consider also that the children who witness endless and senseless violence from a father who is a sociopath, have their world view warped and their self image twisted Often this leads to substance abuse, mental health issues, and, often, to becoming abusers themselves If this were only true in even a hundred cases a year, a reader might consider this a marginal problem What is true is that there are thousands of women abused ever year which represents thousands of families and thousands of children whose lives are essentially ruined for the years that they are witnesses to abuse and, quite often, for years after Torn From the Inside OutThis book is worth your time If nothing else it will make you think At best it will sensitize you to an issue that affects society, and the reader, in ways that have only begun to be examined by law makers, police and mental health practitioners. [[ DOWNLOAD BOOK ]] ☞ Torn From the Inside Out ☔ Domestic Violence Narrative Memoir During A Cold, Unseasonal, February Thunderstorm In Sara Niles Was Forced To Flee For Her Life From A Violent And Abusive Husband, With Five Small Children In Tow Thomas Niles Was An Obsessed, Homicidal Psychopath, Intent Of Killing Sara, And His Own Children, Rather Than Let Them Go The Story Of Sara Niles Is Than One Woman S Story, It Is The Untold Story Of Thousands Of Victims Of Domestic Violence Who Did Not Survive From The Author In The Process Of My Evolution, I Became A Victim Of Domestic War, An Emotional Casualty For A Major Portion Of My Life, Entwined, Entrapped And Emotionally Involved, Until I Learned How To Become Free Freedom Has Never Been Easily Gained And Has Often Come At High Cost Throughout History, But One Thing I Will Always Know Is Freedom Is Worth Every Fight, And All Pain In Every Life There Is A Timeless And Unforgettable Minute Or Day That Will Be Forever Etched Into Our Mind S Memory I Have Unforgettable Memories That Are So Vivid That I See Them In Technicolor, And I Hear Them With Surround Sound Long After I Am Dead, I Believe, I Will Remember Two Of Those Memories Were The Days Of My Escape To Freedomtwice Celebrate The Power Of The Human Spirit Under Fire Torn From The Inside Out By Sara Niles Excerpt From Chapter One Thunder Rattled The Window Panes Two Stories High, And Lightning Split The Sky, It Was As If The Whole World Was In Turmoil That Night My Nerves Were Keyed Up As Tight As Piano Strings, And In A Sudden Moment Of Stillness And Silence, It Felt As Though My Heartbeat Was Amplified Ten Times Over He Was Over A Hundred Pounds Greater Than I, And Nearly A Foot Taller Than I, And I Knew He Could Move His Muscled Body Into Unbelievable Sprints Rain Started Falling In Torrents As The Storm Raged Outside I Was Not Afraid Of The Storms Of Nature It Was The Storm Inside This Night That I Knew I Might Not Survive February Th The Night Of Sara Niles Disappeared With Her Five Small Children Table Of Contents Part I Living On The Flower Bed Of Eden Chapter The Garden Of Eden Chapter Golden Memories Chapter The Age Of Innocence Chapter Upheaval Chapter The Suitor Chapter The Wedding Part II Descent Into The Abyss Of Hell Chapter Storm Brewing Chapter Foreboding Chapter Into The Lair Chapter Bonding Chapter Shattered Dreams Chapter Meanderings Of A Lost Mind Chapter Into The Fire Chapter Gain And Loss Chapter Baby Thomas Chapter Evolution Chapter Touchstones Chapter Para Normal Chapter Paranoia Chapter Yellow Roses Chapter Enter Ariel Part III The Butterfly Borrows Eagle Wings Chapter Building Resentment Chapter The Fight Chapter The Gambler Chapter Full Fledged Chaos Chapter Post Trauma Distress Chapter The Breaking Point Chapter The Milestone Chapter The Power Struggle Chapter The Awakening Chapter The Cold War Chapter Imminent Danger Chapter Retrospection Chapter The Crucible Chapter The Flight Chapter Reconnoiter Epilogue Sample Chapter Of The Journey By Sa In Torn From the Inside Out Sara Niles takes the reader through the escalating cycles of abuse Watching her grow from a lively and curious child to a tortured and demoralized wife and mother is a compelling if painful journey This is not a book for the squeamish but it is a book for anyone who has been impacted or has someone in her life who has been a victim survivor of domestic violence Born and raised in the rural south of the 1970 s Sara s story could as easily be about a girl raised in a big northern city now Documenting her abuse at the hands of her husband Sara Niles holds back nothing As the reader travels the long road with her it is sometimes difficult to remember this is not a work of fiction It seems almost unbelievable that such cruelty could occur in recent history As our eyes are opened we must ask what we as a society can do to prevent these crimes to continue, what support can be offered to victims of abuse, and how the laws can be re written to benefit the abused. This is a very touching book about one woman s struggle through the horror of domestic violence It s about how it affected her life as well as her children s life As a survivor of domestic violence myself I want to personally thank this author for sharing her story Now with that being said I also have to say that this book was a hard read for me The Book that I read was copyrighted 2004, and I believe there may be a newer edition available, however the one that I read is a self published book and could benefit from some editing. Great book , A wiman after my own heart dont know how you manged but you did God bless you